........

What is this place? Why do we race? Nothings making sense at all. What more can i do? I am still painting flowers for you.

This dream isn't done.

I wanna see your face and know i made it home.

Ice in my veins, blood in my eyes.

You keep the sunshine, save me the rain.

The top gets higher, the more that i climb.

Confidence is a stain they can't wipe off.

I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover.

The world, stuck in black and white.

All the bullshit you put me through.

But now I'm sober.

You're one big sugar rush.

I am a river, down in the valley.

Stand up tall, look them in the face.

I am a helping hand, I am a hero.

Hey, I made it.

Where I follow, you go.

But, even the best fall down sometimes.

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

Even the stars refuse to shine.

Out of the back you fall in time.

Now my clothes smell like cigarettes, but i don't smoke at all.

I was out of line.

I was staying out of my mind.

Life is like an old cassette, that you can't rewind.

No Computor Games

So I'm sitting here in the school library unaware where I'm meant to be...
The football is about to start and our school is making a way big deal about it - it's funny how some things are important to some people whilst to other people it could mean nothing at all.

There are lots of small things that I find important. Most of them have sentimental value but do not particularly have alot of monetary value. It's really weird what we come attached to and what it represents to us and only us. It seems like basic reasoning why we would want something but to others no reasoning could justify wanting it.

An experience, an object, a friend, a lifestyle are all things which mean things to us.

But something we have to remember is that it is not these things that make us up but these are just something that we have chosen to include in our life. These things can change the way we behave, the things we choose to wear and what we want. However these are only vairables in life and this does not define the constant - Ourselves.

Love yourself,
Love your life,
Be happy :)

hi

wassssuuuppp y'alll?

peehee

Ohai. Blexting again, (blogging and texting) ;). Not on a bus though :(
TeLl me, why do things worry me MUCH more when I'm about to fall asleep, but in the morning it's nothinf to worry about?

In the realms of freedom
I hear a voice
I see the ways
from mind and choice
Where worries go
And questions remain
All in all
We're not same
Pictures fly
Around our heads
Causing some panic
Forcing meds
(Well not quite
But maybe so
This little delight
Must now go)

" LOVE JENN

Half Terms around the Corner :)

Only 30 minuites till school ends and then King Edward VI School Year 10 is officially on HOLIDAY! :D

Although holiday is always a good thing I've got a feeling that this half term is going to consist of more work than I would like as I have 2 exams after the holidays. Holidays are different for everyone - some people are constantly doing things and are going out lots. Whereas others prefer to just stay in and enjoy the time alone.

The holidays are great but I usually waste them. Before I know it they are over and it feels like nothing worthwhile has happenend. Every Holiday I make the resolution that this will be a great holiday - something I'll remember. But more often than not this is not the case. This is more proof to me that what we get is never what we expect.

I am expecting that I will be doing lots of revision over the holidays and that I won't go out much and if I do it will be with close friends or family. Maybe the holiday will surprise me and something else will happen but I know it won't.

As a go through life I have noticed a pattern that me and my life follows and it seems that no matter what happens it won't change. Things that matter now won't matter later but they will be replaced by something which is so similar that I shouldn't be able to tell the difference - but I can.

Right I have to go now as soon we'll have to put the computors away and the post will be lost.

Follow your dreams,
Right to the end,
Unless your heart says otherwise,

Love Laura

xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i would like to welcome our newest follower.

Not that i don't already know you but Welcome. Welcome to our little realm of freedom.

That is all.
Jenn

MOBILE BLOGGING FTW!

Ok, here I am again, blogging on the bus ;)
It's the best place for it, I get funny looks because it's like I'm texting but for AGES.
Do you ever think this is it?
I know the saying “fuck it“ or “you only live once“
But do we really only live once, I mean if we do actually only live once surely we'd all want to make something of our lives?
Instead of becoming a druggy on the streets right?
Some people our age don't understand what is really/actually important to them.
A lot of people need to question what they do and why they do it.
Arhh :)
Not so hot today, in fact really cold :(
Toodlepips
Jenn x